Ei im back!!

Hey!i im back from my weekend long vacation.. my stop? PUERTO GALERA... its always good to be back in that paradise. there is always a small piece of it that you can take home..

my stay there is shorter than last year..only 2 days and 1 night..i was supposed to be there from Saturday to Monday...but some unexpected incidents happened so i left Sunday na...these year, i went to galera with some of my new bunch of friends...

Anjo,his gf Eileen and 3 funny trios,AJ,Alex and Guimo....i love them..never a dull moment...
but we're still planning to go back there by May, so ill be back pretty soon ...

ill post pics soon...coz what i only have are these crappy camera phone pics for the meantime..


DAY 1.

5:30AM (Sunday) We met at JAM Transit in Kamias,QC. bus ride from manila to batangas pier is for a very cheap P.154.o0. we all slept all through out the ride as all six of us was not able to get enough sleep out of excitement,afraid to be left behind, or just plain insomiac..

8:30 Arrival at Batangas Pier. Sobrang gutom na kami ni eileen coz we didnt ate breakfast.kamusta wala palang stop over. We choose Father & Son lines for the ferry that will bring us to the island from batangas port. that for the consirerable price of P340.00 (2-way, 1-way is P200.00,we get to save P60.00 and then P10.00 for terminal fee).Hungriness took over so we ate at the cafe inside the port.i ate chicken turnover and a large cup of Milo Freeze (around (P88.00)

medyo na late ung ferry.we're supposed to take the 8:45 ride but was able to leave at around 9:45 bcoz the previous ferry for the 8:10 schedule took the 8:45 ferry as the previous ferry is not suitable to travel today.

11:00 after 1 hr and 45 minutes of ferry ride we finally arrived to the island..nothing much has change..only few more new inns and overnight hotels for visitors to stay...less people today as it was sunday already.more often than not, people visits the island during fridays and go home on sundays..
we checked out the place where we will stay.(P2,500/a night) its a very neat place at beachfront pa... a few steps you're already in the beach...mostly its color pink,it has a very wide veranda,a huge couch,2 queen-sized bed,has A/C,cable TV,mini ref and toilet and bath, almost half the size of the whole room.. we ate lunch first at we waited for the landlady to fix the place,meron kaseng nagoccupy before us,so kelangan nya munang linisin before we occupy it...

we ate at Blue Marlin restauran,just one of the many restaurant along the beach...i ordered Chicken Kebab...little do i know that its a feast for a king.. dami! 3 huge pcs of chicken...

to be continued....

WE'LL NEVER HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE AGAIN

I was just feeling sentimental lately.. these are the new mp3 i downloaded..i realized that im so crybaby inside..hehe.. nice songs for reminiscing moments..

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WE'LL NEVER HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE AGAIN
England Dan & John ford Coley

Turn on the radio
We'll play it way down low
There's a tear in your eye
That's reflecting the fire's glow
and I wish the night would never end
The sun ain't gonna be my friend
Lying here waiting and wishing I knew when
We'll never have to say goodbye again
We'll never have to say goodbye again
You must leave I know you will
I won't let you go until you show me
some secret for making this time stand still
And somewhere, sometime from now
Together again somehow
All of the waiting will seem like a moment and then
We'll never have to say goodbye again
We'll never have to say goodbye again
The whole night afraid to see the light
And the whole day cryin
Wishin I knew when
We'll never have to say goodbye again
We'll never have to say goodbye again
And I wish the night would never end
The sun ain't gonna be my friend
We'll never have to say goodbye again
We'll never have to say goodbye again

new light on kuya danes' death

its kuya danes 2nd day.the chapel is still packed with those who symphatized about the
tragedy. i tried to not break into tears, pretended i was strong enough this time but i am just weak.During the vigil,we all gave little prayes of thanks to all the things kuya danes shared to us from the laughters to advices to being a great kuya to all of us, with that it left me with misty eyes.

a new light on kuya's death.

this morning a witness came to visit his wake.
to correct the info sa news, kuya danes does not own a 3310, what he has with him
during that time is his PALM. according to the witness,he was 2 stations away from kuya danes,
kuya danes,a vacant station and then the witness.kuya danes was the last person na kukuhanan
ng cellphone.when the holdaper inserted his hand sa pocket ng jeans ni kuya danes, parang hinawakan ata ni kuya danes ung palm nya , which can be automatic reflex, with this without saying a word,binaril sya. the holdapers fled but they padlocked the gate of the shop to make sure that nobody can follow them. people in the shop,called the owner first, which is a bit stupid,
before the police ,so hindi na talaga nasundan agad ung mga holdapers.

nasketch na ung isa sa mga holdapers and with that cartographic sketch, nakita na ung match
ng suspect who also has records regarding robbery and holdap.

let's continue to pray for justice for kuya danes. we are all taking it easy and we know, in God's grace, we'll all get through this victorious.

ill keep you updated.officially,his burial is on Sunday.

Prayers and justice.

One of my long- time friend was killed tuesday night.I should have accepted it easily if it was a natural death of a certain decease or illness or an accident perhaps but he was murdered and was shot brutally by a person without a soul.

right at this moment,hours after i learned about the news, the fact cant seem to sink in. I was thinking if this is just a bad joke but it was not.In reality,i wont be seeing him for quite a long while. Questions keeps popping out at the bottom of my head but i can only guess for the answer.

I am, us, his friends are trying to pick up the pieces of ourselves that was shattered about this sad incident and sudden death of a dear friend of ours.

I know in my heart, i will terribly miss him. He's not only a friend to me but a kuya i never had, my supposed partner in crime when i was still active in the Youth Ministry, the first person who hugs me when i visit Youth Center,the one who always tells me to not be too pessimistic (and im not now),someone who believes in what i can do,pushes me to try anything to excel in my talent, someone who is too frank to tell in my face anything i should hear even if it hurts, someone who is carefree and hopeful of the future...

in each and everyone of us, Kuya danes left a piece of himself that we will carry and treasure. I know 100% that he is with the presense of our Lord Saviour. Lucky for him, his mission is finished, while, us, who were left behind have to endure living on earth as we wait for the time that we will be together with our Creator.

tears may fall for quite awhile bcoz of grief, disbelief and denial, and we all have the right to do so,but time will come when everyone of us has to move on, baring in mind that we all need God as our only salvation.

we pray not for his soul but for our soul who were left behind...

i believe, at the end of our days, all of us will meet again,

keep up where we left off..

and in a much better and peaceful place..in God's loving presense.

We love you kuya danes. We will miss you so much. we'll see you soon.

a step back to move forward...

sometimes i wonder stuffs that "could have been " years ago? i know Lord knows what my desires are..i guess,its true,perfectly true, God sometimes takes away the one you love because He is a jealous God.He wants you to put Him in the top position in your life,then the rest will follow...

i believe, Lord God knows what's in my heart,all these years , its has always been him,and someday,when my relationship with Him is truly established,He will give what my heart desires.By that time,God knows that we're solid and close enough,that whoever will come my way will not replace His number one position...I just pray that its whom i really love,Lord knows ,what will make us happy and content..,God is the only one who knows what the future holds for all of us,if its God's will.then His will be done. .. His plan is better than ours.. we then have to surrender everything to God..

I just am,honest enough now to accept that my current relationship is not something i will be happy enough that will last forever..i love my guy, but not enough to see myself marrying him,it a process that we go through everyday of our lives...Lord knows why,what and who's pulling me back.

But its true..before you can move forward,sometimes,you must first take a step backward... and that's what im about to do soon...by then whatever happens i can be proud to tell myself.. that at least i tried for the sake of love...then start moving on...=)